Hello Friend, yes, it hurt if betrayed by very close circle and it's difficult to forgive them . But on the other side, they are one who can change quickly if they realize their mistakes. But it's still your choice to decide whether to forgive or not. At the same time, your decision should not affect your peace of mind. You need to standby to your decision and move on in life
Next Steps
Take some counselling support, if you need any guidance to overcome any guilty feelings