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It appears that you are going through a lot of of mixed feelings. There seems to be a lot of negative feelings.It could help if you could speak to a trusted person. Psychological counsellor can also help you deal with this situation.
Talking about what you're going through can relieve you of a lot of tension. Exercise and lifestyle changes can also help.
Answered2017-04-15 02:03:57
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