hello I understand your feeling. I would like to tell you that chicken pox will only infect a person who is not exposed previously but once you are exposed you will develop immunity against it and there are rare chances of recurrence. but as for now the symptoms are you may have high grade fever with cough, headache, watering from eyes and along with the spots which are very tender to rupture and appear first on stomach and then they will spread to other parts of the body. Thank you