Hi Doc, i am married from 2 years.. we tried multiple times but couldn't have sex. Everything goes fine but as soon as i feel he can try it now i get so scared as if someone going to kill me. I tried many times, not able to overcome my fear. I don't like to watch pictures or video even , I feel very disgusting . But i do enjoy forplay . I tried my best but nothing worked. I never drink alcohol nor do I smoke . Once I tried having alcohol, again same. Could you please guide me what to do. I really love him and feel very bad for him.