Sometimes the horses of my brain got active and thinking process got bigger and bigger in my mind. I feel inferior from all that around me. I feel that all are happy but not me and never will be. I feel i am alone and no one love me. I feel i m a noob and have no talent and no knowledge of anything (although i am a bright and hard working ). I feels a hole deep inside my heart. This illness strike me once in a week and continue for 1-2 days during that time eating sleeping and videos, relax me.