Hello Friend, Good that you are seeking a help.
Relationship issues are always emotional attached and causes depression and stress.
You first need to ventilate your emotions and concerns to someone you can listen. Don't hesitate to take a professional marital counseling support as you can see a different prepective of your problem and also a suitable solution to handle it further.
Next Steps
Consult a counseling Psychologist directly or online. Online would be convenient in your scenario to openly discuss your problem
Feel free to reach out to me online through Practo app for further detailed discussion and to explore suitable solutions that you can follow practically to overcome this problem.