I had one boyfriend , he is of other caste , we were in relationship from more than 10 yrs now , i lost feelings for him because i am unable to convince my family before covid we decided to go Australia together so we did paper marriage also but then covid came and we divorce, now he went Russia because , my dream to settle abroad now i don't want to go against my family because they will die and i want to leave guy but he will die if i leave and i am unable to take decision regarding that . He is always telling me to come to him but whenever i try to convincey parents , they just hate that guy and really i also feel sympathy because he were always there to help me but i don't have feelings any more , i am unable to ho him away because of his blackmail but i am unable to stay with him because i don't want to and so much confused what should I do . My parents are searching boy for me buty mind is like should i play with his life because he won't marry ever , i m facing guilt in my life.