Hello Friend, Good that you are seeking a help here. There is nothing called right or wrong decision in life. It's all about taking a decision on time and standby to it. If you are emotionally disturbed due to things happening around you, the seek a counseling support to manage it better.. Be positive. Don't hesitate to ask for help.

Feeling low, having crying spells, sleep and appetite disturbances, and difficulty in concentration and attention are some of the signs of Depression. Consult a Psychiatrist for a detailed assessment. It is likely with medication and counselings the symptoms will improve. If you are feeling suicidal or hopeless consult a Psychiatrist immediately.