I am a happily married woman with a 3.5 years old kid. I have been deeply attached with a friend of mine whom i met some 8 months ago. We work for same organization but he works out of US. He is married too. He feel i am forcing him for a relation. But, i am not. I don't feel him as a lover but looks as a best friend. I am in constant fear that he don't care and would leave me and my friendship. He speak out he don't care and since i have so much of affection for him, that keeps him talking