You appear to be having extreme low self esteem. Work on it or seek professional help

I understand your concern. Let us understand onething very clearly,, before making any body else the reason of existence, it is very important to strengthen your interpersonal relationship(relationship with self) What is your opinion of self??? Do you value your self enough for others to value you??? You are as important and valuable as any other soul on this earth, hence first value self before placing importance to others. Taking assistance from a therapist to develop intra-personal skill would definitely help you resolve this issue