I advice u few things for ur betterment of helath- 1.Consult psychiatrist in Govt.Hospitals. 2.As mental disorder are treated by medicine and psychotherapy, so u have consult psychologist to learn how deal such worse conditions of life and to learn how to copeup. This will help ur psychiatrist to reduce ur medicine and may stop them.U may take online or offline consultation. 3.Along with modern medicine and psychotherapy u should take homoeopathic treatment. U changes many drs and take many medicine.They causes multiple effect on ur mental and physical state.Homoeopathy help you to reduce all such side effects, boost ur own cope up mechanism, also increase ur oen immunity power to a high level and balance the mental faculty. Homoeopathic medicine has no or less side effects and can take along with modern medicine. 4.Psychologist also help u to modify ur believe system, ur behaviour, ur life style ur regular diet and regiment to decrease mental diseases. Feel free to contact me for further information, any treatment related quary or any other info. We are always here for our patients.

Hello Friend, Good that you are seeking a help here. I can understand your suitation. Medicines are just one part of any psychic treatments and they help in suppressing your emotions to give temporary relief and sometimes create side effects. So in parallel, you need to follow certain non medicine treatment plan like changes in your lifestyle, change in diet, excersise, self therapies etc to see a Permanent cure. Suggest you to consult a Psychologist to assess your condition to recommend the right alternative treatments plans.