Hey,It seems you are feeling alone and lonely.Do you have friends or family with whom you can share your thoughts and feelings freely without being judged.What all have you tried so far? Have you tried talking with a Therapist? If not then please talk with a Counselor soon. It will provide you with the correct vision and direction .Asking for help itself reveals that you are a courageous person .Good luck and please take good care of yourself.
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