Good day Friend,
Such symptoms needs both medicine as well as psychotherapy to slowly recover. I am not sure wehther you are following any psychotherapy or mindset change therpies.
Suggest you to take a help of psychologist to guide you in managing, controlling and diverting such thoughts.
Feel free to reach me online for further assistance and assessment.
Answered2021-04-12 04:59:57
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