Hello actually I don't know from where I should start, how I will tell you what exactly I feel as I don't know either I was happy or sad I can't express what I feel as I don't know I feel like I don't want to live I don't like to talk with my best friends family they ask me something of which I need to answer I feel irritated I feel angry I feel tired to reply them when I sleep at the night I sleep properly on time but I woke up daily in the mid night at last 2-3 times at the night daily my night is like this routine and I hate myself idk why but I hate my face myself when I saw myself at the mirror I feel like... Idk how to express