I have been in a relationship and some how we both are matured and lots of understanding is there but in my past since child hood I have been suffering and at this moment I feel all negative that I am going to lose all faith now days I am become more hyper that i don't want to understand the reality I mess up thing get all negative thoughts don't feel to do things always lack of energy and due to this I am always stressed all time even I feel afraid to go to visit doctor I get my pressure raised instantly I want to control my health because in stress I end up eating more Pls help