My husband died at the front of my eyes and our kids, overdosed:-( I couldn't handle it, i went to see a doctor and simply asked him to put me on something to function, what i didn't know is that it was xannax, now 9 months latter i am addicted to it, i am on 2 mg a day, also i drink about a bottle of wine a day, can you please help me create a schedule how to taper off because i dont want to go through the withdrawals ever again.