Pcod, infertility and acne. Follicle.

Hi.Actually I have lost hope that some day my health problems will resolve. In school &college life I suffered with acne.Lost my self confidence at that stage only. Instead of consulting Best dermatologists nothing helped.I learnt to stay with acne.I never touch my face. It pains.I never eat anything from outside no chips,bugers etc.biggest problem came after marriage when I was diagnosed with another problem pcod.There is only one thing I love most was children.Now almost 2 years have passed of marriage.concerned gynecologist.she tried to balance hormones with metformin and b normoz.but still no good reap.took ovanac-cc but no mature follicle. Finally she has told me to take birth control pills to bring hormones normal.then after that she will look for my fertility. I did not took those pills.I am afraid that they might effect bad and would make things worse. Now I m so much sad.I can't go out with these pimples & I am becoming problem for my hubby too.he is caring. i feel sad for him