Lost and lonely. When no body needs me.

Hi there, The symptoms you have listed appear to be related to depression. I'm sure life isn't very easy for you right now, but quitting or giving up is not the solution. You should visit a psychologist to fully understand the depth of your feelings and emotions. However, in the mean time, it would be beneficial for you to make some meaningful connections with friends or family members. Identify someone who you feel is close to you, reach out to them and try to communicate with them. Share your feelings with them, and listen to what they have to say. No one can live in isolation. It is important to understand and build good relations with others, even if it means being vulnerable or taking the first step. You can also try and engage in activities that you enjoy doing, and keep yourself busy with hobbies, work and building a social life for yourself.

Consult a psychologist

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