Hi I appreciate that you reach out with your concern The incident happened to you during your childhood is unfortunate n sure gives bad memories understand 1)When young u were helpless, weak n not knowing how to handle the situation....today u r an adult independent, bold n having the knowledge what can u do to stop any abuse 2) Past can't be undone so move forward is good option........here u need rewiring of your bad memories through Hypnosis U can take Hypnotherapy session