Life always offers challenges and reasons for all of us to grow..You are doing a great job.but if you want what you want ,you need to plan for it,work towards it,involve invest in it.dont look at what he is giving you,look at how you can initiate..many times in life we have to make an effort to get things we sometimes take for granted.
Next Steps
take time for yourself,learn something new
Health Tips
if you are having anger,guilt sadness, meet your doctor