Thank you for sharing so openly.
Health anxiety can be incredibly overwhelming, especially when it persists despite normal medical results. What you’re describing - persistent worry about health, repeated checking, difficulty trusting medical reassurance - aligns with health anxiety (also known as illness anxiety disorder or hypochondriasis).
It's important to know you're not alone, and this condition is treatable. Anxiety can worsen after stopping medications abruptly, so it's good that you're reaching out. A structured approach using CBT (Cognitive Behavioural Therapy) tailored specifically for health anxiety has shown very positive results. It helps address the "what if" thoughts, safety behaviours (like frequent checking), and teaches how to sit with uncertainty.
Next Steps
a. Please consult a psychiatrist to evaluate if restarting or adjusting medication is needed, especially since symptoms worsened after stopping.
b. Consider working with a clinical psychologist experienced in health-focused CBT.
c. You can also explore mindfulness-based interventions, which help manage intrusive thoughts and bring emotional balance.
d. Keep a daily journal of your thoughts and triggers - this can help both you and your therapist understand patterns.
Health Tips
a. Avoid googling symptoms or doing frequent health checks - these reinforce the anxiety cycle.
b..Recovery takes time and practice, so be gentle with yourself.
c. With the right help, people with health anxiety do recover and return to living full, meaningful lives. You're already taking the right step by seeking support.