I hope you are a good soul.
Doctors are also humans as you are.
Any situation like self illness, any near and dear health issues or any such things may also be a cause to not attending you. Check her profile ...she not answered any public query since last 17 weeks.. that itself says something strong reason for not attending you.
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Situations do happen. but it is purely in your hand how you react to that situation. your current reaction is purely not appreciable.
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Feel sorry. paid consultation can be earned by you again. But not the once behaved action.
Take any other doctor's help for you.