From the past few months, I have been experiencing a lot of problems in my friendships due to me feeling a bit too much over minor issues with friends. A simple argument with friends seems like a bit too much for me and in the moment i feel very uneasy emotionally. After an argument with a friend just few days back, i felt quite uneasy physically as well, pain in chest, blackout, which made me think i should get medical help. I think a bit too much in every situation but i am unable to control it. It is costing me my friendship, my friends appear to be fed up due to such behavior of mine. I checked online about it, and all the symptoms of a person with high emotions appeared as if those were written for me, which made me realise that i am highly emotional. I try to control my emotions but unable to do so. I am not sure if meeting a psychiatrist is recommended in such a case.
I'm getting angry cry iretation.always wt to be lonely r sleep can't speak with anyone beating my self beating walls frustrating not getting SLP,hating such smells like rice perfume,getting angry even somebody smile r laughing r talking even they doesn't involve me.some times dnt want to eat
This is bad i forget simple day to day things which i used to do and with that i also have lost confidence.
Its affecting my business. This is after i consumed a cookie with weed accidentally. For the information, i am fully sober and never ever had done smoking or drinking etc. This is the first time i eat something and things seems not right.
M not able to trust people. They change frequently. I feel lonely and depressed. Not able to concentrate on my studies. Lost focus and ability to manage and plan things. Just scared of my life and myself too. Everything seems to be an illusion. Just fake. Inferiority complex and getting distracted easily. Failing at everything though i know i am capable.
Suffering from immense depression and unknown psycological self-created fears and hatredness from own self n society